leaving my country to america...

One of the hard things i've ever did in my life is leaving my country to come here to america. I've never thought in mind of coming here to america ever. This new adventure wasn't in mind, altho i studied in uk for couple of monthes but it feels diffrent than leaving to america for couple of years. I've lived my whole life in united arab emirates(uae), and i've born and raised there living between my family and friends.

The story began after i graduated by one week, i recieved a call from the scholarship coordination office telling me that i got choosen to be one of the top rated group in education, to become a member of distiguished students in uae. I accepted the deal and signed the agreement after i made a plan for my future. Then i got ready to this event, and i was really couraged by my family and friends, they really supported me to take this opertunity and aim for the best education possibile.

First it was confusing for me,my thoughts were shattered thinking of million things at one time. Then i collected my my initial and got fully ready to leave everthing behind for the better future. My emotions were fully functioned in that period of time it was really killing me. And also my wants were playing the same role , i wanted to do many things at the same time. These wants where really strange some were certain food types other were visiting certain places before i leave and so on.

And on the last day in uae i woke up for the last time eating breakfast with my dad,mom, brothers, and sister. And after couple of hours i recieved many calls from my relatives and firends saying goodbye and encouraging me. This last hours felt really amazing till the time to go to the airport came my whole feelings felt the opposite exactly i felt down and in a need of something. But i held my self together and said goodbye to my family walking through the travelling bath to the airplane, this path had a special feeling it felt like walking in the sky for hours and till now i can't remember what i was thinking of, many things were on mind. And the only thing i remeber which was the last thing i did before the leave my past to my future was waving from the little window in the airplane to my country and listning to the song "Hard to leave you"...